my heart is actually beating really fast.

ive got a french thriller and a powell and pressberger to see out the night with fuck all to do tomorrow.

looking forward to the opener of the new season of Dexter

i got invited over to a girls house who i am dating but declined as she is quite annoying at the moment

but very very boring

I have just got back from Boosh Fest so am damn tired from the journey even if I didn't have to drive. So I hope I sleep well in an acctual bed as I have been on a hard ass tent floor the last few nights.

I am mostly trying to find some mousteriser as the freakin sun came out all weekend and burnt my nose, and I was expecting loadsa rain, not a drop in Kent.

I've recorded some basic drum beats which sound not shit so I'm quite pleased and I watched the Tenacious D movie again.

I'm listening to Sigue Ros and thinking about this weekend and it's making me smile alot. I also watched the final Doctor Who in the series and it also made me smile.

I am now defrosting a freezer.

Its ok, just having beers. Too many beers.

that really makes you want to kill yourself.

Federer :(

not five minutes ago.

I've had to little sleep this weekend, that and too much alcohol last night is a bad combo.

I find it hard to go to bed early though as even if I do my mind is swirling with thoughts of the weekend and the upcoming week.

i spent my afternoon working in the children's section of an art gallery in town...

i came home to see my housemate has his lady friend over, sundays are generally 'couples day', so i'm leaving them to it in the living room and have barricaded myself in my room.

need some hot cocoa though...

Two more chapters to go.

I get the meanings about life/death/existence but I'm finding some of it quite funny. Blacker and drier than midnight in the Sahara but humourous all the same.

did you get up to anything fun.

trying to decide what i listen to next

looking forward to tomorrow being more fun even though it probably won't be

Nadal winning has lifted my mood.

I'm going to watch Blade Runner, listen to the new Melvins record on my PHAT speakers and write some stuff. Yeah.

My boss handed his notice in last week so work is just a big doss-fest at the moment so there isn't really much to dread.

Today wasn't great. Took self off to meet friend and his group of friends for Sunday lunch but detoured the wrong way round and got there an hour late. 30 mins later his folks arrived to take him home because he was very poorly. He could barely speak or walk or hold a cigarette and had drunk 1/8th of a pint only. Very very bad day for him.

The announcement that him and his ex are engaged was marred by the fact that they admitted him to hospital a few hours later.

They're going to try to get married in mid-end September which is great news, but I fear it may be too late :(
I hope I'm proved wrong though.

I feel restless, not really sure what to do with myself now. Crap film time perhaps.

the Friday night project being the Sunday night project... and now I'm wondering why I'm watching it anyway.. argh.

worrying about my saturday night... shaking a small amount... making myself go running... yes

Is it too early for dinner?

an odd choice of pick me up, whilst also mulling over my life.

they always show a classic at 11 (bullit this week, 3 days of the condor a few weeks ago) after a piece of crap (the italian job remake tonight).

love in the time of cholera today. not sure if i've recovered from just how bad it is.

but i'm going to greece tomorrow so my sunday night is very good indeed!

I prefererred the other two nights of the weekend.